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[OutlawGene]

Can you have a bipolar manic episode with reasons? Because usually it's just mood. My manic ep was like a stupid random thing I would do in a day of the week. I didn't have a manic episode where I had a shopping spree or I didn?t spend all my money at a strip bar. I thought because these hallucinations that were red laser looking were from my former friend who put pointed a sniper in my face and I thought she shot me like though the glass in my house. I saw illusion looking people who I thought were real and she too so yeah there were a lot of reasons I was manic and I don?t think it was random. That was after I stopped analyzing so yeah it would be hard to tell whether something was fake or real. My judgment was bad. Now off medicine this would never happen. I don?t believe anything or anyone well I can't and I don?t trust anyone or anything well I can't. I analyze everything and I?m usually right so far. I can look back and analyze. Im damaged because my doctor prescribes me medicine, my memory sucks I can't memorize and I can?t learn with any learning method like kinetic or visual. I was a visual learner. If I say to a court (I am not) I?m in digit without money I?m requesting an attorny.will get I charged?
Boston legal got a lot better and jerry is hellafunny. Usually when your bipolar you have creativity yeah I have abilities in visual, memory, tendencies, visual abilities include a memory ability. They could be from bipolar or skitzo but they aren?t from skitzo and bipolar wouldn?t give me all of that in one gene. So who thinks in your opinion not a doctors have I been misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder? I will ask my doctor about it in 2 weeks but I may skip that because he won't care. I need a new doctor. He ignores my medical needs all the time plus i can get a free doctor.
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[myke]

Seems like a misdiagnosis to me, but don't quote me on that. Do you have severe mood swings or long manic or depressive states? I never heard of hallucinations from Bipolar Disorder.

[Confess]

Im not doctor, but I will say that you should look into Epilepsy. Recent studies show that epilepsy can be caused by head trauma, and can have symptoms of someone whom is skitzo, has manic disorder, etc. A lot of epilepsy doctors atm will even say that you "dont have epilepsy". The only true way to know is if you have an EKG, EEG or MRI, i forget which one.

If you ever were hit on your head, fell off something, had a concussion, started bleeding from your nose and/or mouth, was knocked out, or signs of abnormal behavior then this is definitly something you should look into.

If you ever laugh or cry uncontrollably and you dont know why, or think you see people that arent really there, look into it.
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[OutlawGene]

Bipolar disorder not a chance There were at least 5 reasons for my mania and with bipolar disorder there are no reasons for mania with bipolar disorder it is something triggered by the disorder and nothing else.. If I have skitzofrienia, my symptoms would appear all at once so not a chance. My hallucinations are already in catagories. I hallucinate for reasons, non reasons, concious hallucinations, even making a haluccination from a vision I am able to create. Drugs did not cause me to hallucinate or have memory loss. I simply can't memorize as well as I used to. I forget things because of what I have and I remember things because of what I have. It is a balance. Lucid dreaming yeah all the time off medication as well as the other things I have mentioned. Skitofreina not a chance if it is it is really weird. I most likely have epilipsy that would explain my manic state if I even had one and skitzofrenia symptoms. And probably my other symptoms. Random symptoms don't occur in known disorders sorry. Epilepsy absolutely not because I never have had a seizure. Uh I might have women's intuition but I haven't proven that yet. Anyway i'm staying doctor diagnosed bipolar disorder. There were advances that came with being diagnosed disabled. Subsidised housing capability. Social security money.Rumors spread so i'm scared to even convince my doctor i'm not bipolar ha. Here's is the socalled maybe called manic episode details. I walked down a subdivision street and I stopped at a mainstreet then my friend held up a sniper rife to my face pointed at me smiling goofily.... I had been believing a million things lately. I walked past her not even regonizing who she is and walked and the rest doesn't matter. But night was the second I was seeing red laser hallucinations that freaked me out and I was paranoid so much I saw hallucinations of the girl with the sniper rifle and her mixed with some guy I don't know who had been stalking me who had thought I was my dad. and him. He looked like 5 different people in 2 days so I thought he was getting drunk and losing weight but come to think of it that doesn't make sense. Who was I seeing anyway? he kept stalking me. Maybe no one. Oh man...ok these were 5 different people and I think one of them really was my brother. I just can't see myself hallucinating reality because I wasn't born with that kind of creativity and I know it. so that kept me thinking all day. I hallucinated based on my creative abilitiy and that is very very very obvious. 5 lookalikes in a week wow thats a coinicidence. oH yeah one of em worked at the library. I saw him when i stopped hallucinating and when I didn't and the other one was just some lookalike of my brother who lives in a subdivision over.then theres one guy who just looks like my dad great that sucks. ok then theres the guy who looks like my other brother who wore a similar shirt my bro wore that day who was with my ex and her sister and my ex waved to me. I started hallucinating replacement words in writings. off topic now on topic. ok I was paraniod i wanted to lock all the doors tell my mom to lock all of them and i was freaking out and was frustrated and when im frustrated I usually think the wrong things because i'm a random guy. I believed a belief that was among my many other stupid believes which I had like a million of that someone in my backyard shot me and i then realized that you can live after that well it has happened before. I wasn't able to think rationally. and i wasn't a day before..a day before.and so on. Today I unconsciously place a mac apple laptop charger in my messenger bag while I was thinking hmm new symptom didn't know I was still randomly having new symptoms. I close my eyes and I see visions. hear not my own thoughts,voices, yesterday I had a new symptom um 2 mindsets/personalities talking to me in my head. Maybe i'm hearing them outside of my head anyway that's not proven. I don't know much about disorders becoming more than their disorder like skitzofriena turning into something more or bipolar disorder turning into something more. I'm on lithium for a mood stabalizer, Geodon for bipolar disorder,Ativan for anxiety, and remeron for sleep, anxeity, it works for depression but i'm not depressed anymore. The geodon helps me with the symptoms. I posted this reply at http://forums.wrongdiagnosis.com/showthread.php?p=67403#post67403 maybe you want to read what doctors have to say in a few days...check in a few days.

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